Feeling poopy....

Hello fellow bloggers. Haven't written on here for awhile. I am just really feeling overwhelmed right now. My two kids were sick for what seemed like FOREVER with the flu and my wonderful husband is the one who was stuck at home with them. I feel bad, but when I get home I know he wants adult conversation (I've been there...when he was in the Marine Corps and I was home all day) and I want peace and quiet. I deal with customers all day who are either very nice (YEA) or very rude (then my mouthiness comes out!!!!!).

My son is in his last 2 weeks of football, but basketball has started so he has football on Tuesdays and Thursdays with games either on Saturday or Sunday and he has basketball on Wednesdays and THursdays with games on Saturday. AND my daughter has dance on Wednesdays....with basketball starting when my son's season is over!!!!! So, weekends are busy and I can't get much done....or what I want done anyway.

I have these lists constantly going through my head of what I want to do. I have a crap load of recipe books that I never use so I am going through them and marking recipes I want to write down....eventually!!!!! I really need to come up with some healthier meal options that even my picky son will eat!!!!

I went and got a fill last week. I just don't know if it's working. I hope I haven't stretched my pouch. I am tempted to just do protein shakes for a few days and then go back to mushy for a few days....and so on. Maybe if I do that then I will feel the restriction????? Any ideas?

I am just feeling really anxious with wanting to do all this stuff and not knowing what I'll be able to get done. My daughter's bday is next month, then we have Christmas, and my son's bday is in January. Guess it's just a bad time of year. Ugh.....I wanna sleep for a few months and wake up with everything taken care of!!!!!

Germs, no restriction, saying I'm sorry, best friend, and grumbling

Ugh....germs are all over my house. Lysol disinfectant has become my best friend. My kids had the flu and now my husband is fighting it. They were out of school for 3 days and my poor husband has been in the house with them and now he is miserable. So far I am doing good....knock on wood.

I have my appt next week and I know I'll get another fill. I haven't had any restriction in the past couple of weeks....I could probably eat a whole pizza if I wanted to, but I don't want to. The other day I got rid of 2 garbage bags of clothes that do not fit anymore. WOO HOO!!!!!! It was kinda scary because it's like what if I fail and I need my bigger "fat" clothes?????? I refuse to let myself get back to that, but it's like throwing away a baby's binky that they just HAVE to have or putting away the blanky that your youngest has to take to school. Ya know?? This is work....it's not taking the easy way out like some people think. Having surgery is never easy...and it isn't cheap. I just can't wait until next week! Is it sad that I look forward to getting a needle stuck into my stomach????

Today I apologized to a girl I went to high school with for being a b*tch. I didn't hate her personally (although she was this petite thing that all the guys wanted....grrrr....we cheered together)just the fact that she was dating my best guy friend and it was like I couldn't be his friend while he was dating her. Thinking back it was sooooo "high school", but it felt good saying I was sorry. I told her it was like getting a weight lifted off my shoulders....too bad it wasn't lifted off of my a$$! LOL!

I want to go see my best friend in South Carolina. She's been going through a rough time and it's gotten a little better, but I want to go see her. I went there last year and it rained the whole time, but I loved it there.

Well, I've grumbled enough today...it started early with an annoying customer!!!! I'm going to watch Gray's Anatomy and then head off to bed.

Are you kidding me?

I'm a flirt. I'm not going to apologize. If someone doesn't like it or whatever, then just tell me, but do not reciprocate the flirting. My husband and I are crazy like that...we flirt with eachothers friends. Big Deal. We've been together 17 years...we've had our "thick and thin, in sickness and in health"...we are still together and we love eachother.

I should've gotten a fill at my last appt. My next appt isn't for 2 weeks and I don't want to show up there and find out I've gained weight. Ugh. The holidays are coming up and all of that good food. Yummy!

I'm trying to talk my friend, Donna, into moving here with her kids. My family loves them all. She doesn't like where she is and liked it here when she visited...so what's the hold up!? LOL!!!!! Well, I'll quit boring everyone. Just wanted to vent a little bit! Thanks for "listening"!!!! xoxox